Ok my last few blog entries were a bit on the serious side..so I thought of doing something different..review my poll votes..yes..you heard me...lets review the votes that you have cast.. Muuhaha..this is what you get for voting..but fear not for I do not know the names of the people who voted..ok so lets take a look at the options and their results shall we??

It's Ok i guess

Number of votes:1
seriously just ok??tell me what can do to improve my blog??all your suggestions are welcome.. :)

It sucks

Number of votes:0
Thank you!!but now after this post not so sure if the number will remain to zero ^_^

It's Pretty good,I am impressed

Number of Votes:2
Wow really??thanks for voting..I am impressed :P

Stop Posting poems

Number of votes:1
ya ya..I know..My blog is filled with poems..Its even got a poem on shoes for crying out loud!!Yeah I think ill lay back a little!Don feel like writing poems anyways..

Your poems have made me fall in love with you

Number of votes:2
ok this is the most interesting and the most controversial option on my poll..But 2 out of 4 votes..wow..If my math is correct then thats like 50%..but i dont know who voted so..a little help please?I wont mind a comment for this post which says "I voted,I voted".. :) ( and yeah to a certain few people..these poems were not for you..so stop calling me at 2 in the night to thank me :D)

Blogs good but this poll sucks

Number of votes:2
really??I bet you dont like this entry either?? :P

The Blog sucks but this Poll rocks

Number of votes:0
Duh!! You don think my blog sucks and the former option clearly shows that you hate this poll..so this was a given..

Blogging is for losers,Get a life


Number of votes:0
Duh again!! The only reason why you are here is because you like blogs or i forced you to visit my blog with a gun behind you back where again you cant vote for this option cause ill shoot you!! ;)

You call this a blog??try Reading My Blog

Number of votes:0
wow!! no one wants to compete..??oh well..

Too many options,Cant decide what to pick

Number of votes:3
wow this option got the higest number of votes..3 out of 4..well..ever heard of multi voting?This is not a election.. none of my options are running for President..vote for anything and everything if you want.. ^_^

Ok..I guess thats it..no more options to review..no matter what your vote..i love it :)..thanks for letting me know..So keep reading and keep voting.. cheers!!

Over you!!

My heart was broken quite in two,
Without any thanks to you.
It was damaged from the start,
And then you chose for us to part.

I trusted and believed in you,
We danced the dance that lovers do.
Life twisted, turned, was out of control--
Like a roller coaster on a spiral roll.

The faith I had in you was destroyed,
For with my heart you played and toyed.
You could not honest and truthful be--
You killed the love that I had in me.

Through trials, turmoil, hurt and pain,
Out of the sunshine had come the rain.
It had drenched me, dampened my soul
Like a nasty, blistering, festering boil.

But out of the darkness has come the light
I’m blessed with wisdom and foresight.
My eyes opened; I see you as you truly are.
You are not a bright and shining star.

My friends have surrounded me with love,
And I have had help from God up above.
Each day will be better than the day before,
Thanks for leaving and opening that door.

Islam does NOT mean Terrorism!!

Ok I am a big Simpsons fan..watched all the episodes of the show..and the latest one which came out was by far the best one..When we talk of terrorism..the first thing that comes in our head is..Islam..The Muslims..But is that right??As far as I know..Terrorism HAS NO RELIGION..A terrorist can be anyone from any country.. In the recent days we saw raj thakrey go all crazy and send his party members to go beat up people who were not from mumbai(that counts as terrorism)..now how would you feel if tomorrow other countries start calling us a terrorist nation based on this incident..when people meet a Muslim their first reaction is "Oh"..So again..dont judge a person by his or her religion.. Just because a guy is Muslim does NOT mean that he is going to blow something up tomorrow..anyways..I was talking about simpsons..the latest episode is a must watch..here is the plot..

"Bart befriends a Muslim boy and invites him and his parents to dinner, only for Homer's paranoia to get the better of him, but when Homer goes over to their house to apologize, he sees the father with sticks of TNT and thinks he's going to blow up Springfield Mall"

interesting??

well here is the link..enjoy(click Here===> 2007 Mypods and Boomsticks)


Brothers in arms

Whenever there has been war..There has been death in large numbers..the soldiers who fight for our lives putting theirs in danger..When we are sleeping peacefully in the night,they stay up and guard our borders..everyday we read in the papers.."5 soldiers die in a militant encounter,Solider dies fighting"..This post is for all those soldiers who sacrificed their life to save ours..I have played many war games..I know what these soldiers face everyday..When you are least expecting a grenade comes out off no where and blows you off.But unlike games these soldiers don't have a save game option..they cant start afresh from the last save point..if they are shot..they are dead..Yet they are not afraid..Rather they fight with all the strength they have..Even In mumbai..we saw how these soldiers fought for days without taking a break..not even a drop of water..They had to kill or capture a terrorist without putting the lives of the civilians in danger..So just give a few minutes from your busy lives to remember those brave men who gave up their life so that you could live yours..The Indian military has all my respect..Its because of them that i feel proud to say.."I AM AN INDIAN"..


United We Stand


This entry is not for me or for you..Its for the frustration that's growing inside me..i don't know what to say or what to type..26/11/2008..a dark day..a day that brought tears in our eyes and sorrow in our heart..all we could see was death all around..Mumbai..The Heart of India the biggest and one of the most important city was under attack..men with gun walked Into the city and killed nearly 150 people..Their first attack at the CST station shook Mumbai..But that was just the start.. a "WAR" some N.E.W.S channels called it..Important landmarks fell victims to these attacks..The Taj Mahal Hotel..Oberoi Hotel and the Trident..
People who were out with their families and friends,On vacation,Enjoying.. suddenly found themselves trapped..at gun gun point they had no other choice..The whole city was awake with the roar of bombs and gun fires..shocked to see the top floor of taj mahal light up with flames below the dark sky's..There was nothing anyone could do..There was a smell of death in the air..fear gripping the hearts of everyone..Mumbai was under attack..Terrorists..why do they do this??What do they get??They seriously think killing innocent people is going to send them to heaven??little kids shot down..the cops who entered the building to save lives of the innocent, shot to death..Its sad..If these terrorists seriously think that this is going to send them to heaven then fine ask them to take my place..I don give a damn..but please stop killing the innocent..stop this religious insanity..Religion has just become an excuse for war these days..Its ironic..We go to temples ,mosques and churches to pray at times like this..when at the same time there is a church,mosque or a temple is blown away to dust..Thats it I cant take it anymore..I AM NOT A HINDU..I AM NOT A MUSLIM OR A CRISTIAN ..I AM A HUMAN..and for the sake of humanity..just stop it..stop this god forsaken war..

The same old story is happening all over again and now even more often,
The moment our guard was let down and everything was swiftly forgotten,
The same beasts have struck, those that deify The Devil and The Demon,
Yet again have we been badly hit, by the same Vile Sons-of-Vermin,
They seem to be extremely pleased by their feat of extreme cowardice,
For they’ve now declared they’re going to be a huge problem, to be brought to justice.
Do whatever you want, you’ll never be able to stop us, they openly seem to taunt,
We shall continue to carry on with our “just” task, our aim is just to kill and increase number count.
They claim you’ve oppressed us all for long, hence you yourselves are to blame,
And thats the reason why, this "gallant" act of theirs is going to get the Devil, unparalleled fame.
I can only say that, by brutally slaying innocents and sounding the bugle of death’s knell,
Little do those fools know what actually awaits them there, in that place, better known as “hell”.


its with tears in my eyes that i end my entry..I just want to shout..to scream..to tell someone..Just type my heart out..but yeah..we the people of INDIA wont be effected by this act of cowardice..we will join hands..UNITED WE SHALL STAND..

Beautiful Rain

It was raining today,And for once,I was not IN it.The weather was perfect for one to sit by his window with a book in one hand and a cup of coffee in other.It was so beautiful, The sky turning golden in color moments before the rain,the cool breeze,the restlessness of the birds who knew the intentions of the Rain god,It was all so natural and perfect.I was Wide awake yet I felt I was dreaming.Moments later it started to rain.After the first few drops the earth(mud) let out a beautiful aroma.I just love the smell of wet mud,Its so different and refreshing.The Trees all came to life, dancing and singing along with the rain inviting me to come join them, They looked greener than ever so full of life.Cool breeze was running all over the place,spreading joy every where it went.As the sun went below the horizon turning the sky gray,the mellifluous music of rain hushed the sounds made by cars and people,For a moment I Forgot that I live in a city.It was just me,my silence and the rain.The whole experience was like a perfect dream.I saw kids come out of their houses to dance and play around in the little mud puddles created by rain god himself.




I get drenched whenever it rains.I got drenched at least 14 times in the last two months.I Always used to get angry at the rain god.But after today I came to realize that people argue with them,They who make your life worth living and the ones you really care for.So the next time i get drenched,Ill join the trees and the rain and dance my heart out,Because I dont hate the Rain God,I just love arguing with him. ^_^

I heard the early morning rain;
Tapping, tapping on my window pane...
Making merry music in the early morning light.

For winter rains are a true delight,
Reviving the earth before early spring...

Refreshing water to the thirsty earth;
Bringing forth the miracle of new birth.
There are those who would wish it would go away;

But we must realize the part rain plays;
For rain is a blessing from God above...
It fills our wells, giving water to drink.
Without it all life would become extinct;
So make sure to thank God for the music of rain
in night, and the refreshing rain in
the morning light...


Getting Crushed

Self-serve the ambient state of mind
scrape clean the plate, leave nothing behind
childhood nostalgia, eats through the numb
sounds of unknown origin, take your soul and run
conflict of interest, and conflict of heart
a leashed and lavished absence, tears me apart
hard enough to crush me, still keeping me alive
split and spilt out upon this concrete falling sky
a solid thought floats through me, then it dissipates
leaving me empty-alone, to dine with the fates
I fear that I will wake, before you reach in past my eyes
As I find myself afraid, awake and dreaming lies

The day I will stop loving you

When the angels in heaven lose their wings
all the joy heaven brings

"That'll be the day I'll stop loving you"

When there's no clouds in the sky
and no one knows why
"That's the day I'll stop loving"

When all the trees fall

and there's no shade at all
"That's the day I'll stop loving you"


When there's no beat in my heart
and the love we share falls apart
"That's the day I'll stop loving you"

..but until that day I love you!


With you forever
My heart's like a lock, and you have the key,
Thus wherever you go, there goes a part of me.
In my heart you'll find happiness and love,
I know in your heart I've found the above.
On the outside of my heart your name is engraved,
And a special part of you has forever been saved.
You will always be part of my warm, kind heart,
But throw away the key and you'll break it apart.
I don't have to worry cause I know you will never,
And together we'll stay, together forever.

Karma and the way I look at it!!

Today was one of those boring days,I had nothing to do,there was nothing to watch on the television(no movies,no sitcoms,nothing).Finally i decided to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S on star world. Yeah i Know F.R.I.E.N.D.S is an amazing show,But after watching every single episode atleast 14 times,It does kindda get boring.Anyways I was watching the show when suddenly "the next program" box popped up.The next show was,"My name is Earl".For those of you who dont know about the show,Here is some information:The series stars Jason Lee, Ethan Suplee, Jaime Pressly, Eddie Steeples and Nadine Velazquez. Lee stars in the title role as "Earl J. Hickey", a petty crook with occasional run-ins with the law, whose newly won $100,000 lottery ticket is lost when he is hit by a car. While lying in his hospital bed after the accident, he develops a belief in the concept of karma when he hears about it during an episode of Last Call with Carson Daly. He decides he wants to turn his life around and makes a list of all the bad things he's ever done. After doing his first good deed, he finds his $100,000 lottery ticket. He sees this as a sign and, with his new lucky money, he proceeds to cross items off the list, one-by-one, by doing good deeds to atone for them.



nice eh?The show is all about "KARMA".After the show I started Thinking about Karma.What is karma?we have been listening about this Karma thing ever since we were little kids(dont do this,Its a bad Karma,Dot fight with others-Bad Karma,Help others-Good Karma).So what really is Karma?Does God Really send People with bad Karma to hell?Nobody is Perfect,And we all would have committed bad karma some time or the other,So are we all going to Be sent off to Hell?are the gates of heaven closed for us?All these Questions got me thinking on this Karma subject,When suddenly out of the blue a thought struck me.What if Karma is not something that sends us to heaven or hell?To me Karma is this Chain that determines if you are going to LIVE a happy or a sad life.Any good thing that you do,You forget it in a day or two,But do something bad and you wont forget it for the rest of your life.Every bad Thing you do links up with the earlier bad thing that you did.All the sins you commit(Bad Karma) link up and Form this heavy chain in your head which starts to weigh you down.Buried under This Heavy chain,Everything around you starts looking ugly to you,And any place with ugly things all around you sure sounds like hell.So going to temples or churches and praying for your sins is not going to decide if your going to heaven or hell,its the way you think which is going to decide if you are going to LIVE in heaven or hell,And this to me is Karma.Stop doing all the things that you think are bad and make you feel guilty.Dont let the guilt in you link up and form a chain.Do good thing which make you and others around you happy.Cause happiness is the only thing which can break down the ugly chain of guilt.

But what if there really was something like good and bad karma?(not saying that there isnt.but I seriously don think that someone who created the beautiful world can send anyone to Hell).Anyways Ill give you something to think about.You all would have heard the saints and the holly men say that all living things are of the same importance right?Kill a man or kill a fly,its one and the same,Bad Karma.Thats why Jain monks are not allowed to wear slippers,Because they may kill an Insect under their feet.ok,So here is an interesting situation.

Mike and Tom were lost in a forest.they both had a gun with them because they had come to the forest for hunting.Mike was tired,So he was walking slow and was around 5 meters behind Tom.Suddenly Mike saw that a Tiger was creeping behind Tom,Ready to pounce on him and kill Him.So Mike took out his gun and shot the Tiger dead.Ok,So now tell me,What does this result to?Mike killed a living thing(Bad Karma) to save the life of another(Good Karma).Got you thinking??I f you figure out and explanation then lemme know. :)

ok with this I think ill conclude my entry on KARMA.

P.S: Watch "My Name is Earl" if possible.The show is just plain hilarious! ^_^

You and only You



I knew from the beginning, that you were just a flirt,
And yes I fell in love with you knowing I'd get hurt.
I thought that I could tie you down and make you love just one,
But how could I do something no one else had ever done?
I know you'll never love me and I'm trying not to cry,
For I must find the strength somehow to kiss your lips good-bye.
When you ask me for my love again you'll find I wont be there,
I want a love to call my own, no one I'll have to share.
So I will hide my broken heart beneath my laughing face.
And though you thought I never c
ared, no one else can take your place.

The Power Of Love

love can be the most powerful thing, it's
what creates all people, it's what makes our
hearts sing, the love in a smile can keep
us warm on a cold night, it can heal all wounds,
after a terrible fight, it can conquer our
enemies, if we dare not to hate, it can
make us confused, as we first start to
date,it can make one happy, it can make one

sad, it can make us all great parents, a
mother, a dad. love never is jealous, love
never does lie, love makes us rejoice, love
makes us cry. without love in our hearts, our
souls, and our life, the world is sure to
perish, from hatered and strife.

Shoes

Tiny monuments of bronze,
impervious to human touch,
yet touching everything human;

Pink fabric stained and torn,
forlorn, abandoned testaments
to a dancer's dreams of fame;

Voices raised in harmonic jubilance -
"I got shoes - you got shoes -
All God's Chillun got shoes!"

Yet, we can see them still,
piled high outside Hell's entrance -
Auschwitz, Dachau, Bergen-Belsen. . .

A mountaineer puts them on
to try and touch the sky;
A firewalker takes them off -
to mock the power of fire.

A soldier spits on a humble rag,
and magic mirrors reflect his face
to the sound of drums and glory.

Mercury, they say, had wings on his,
but then they had to put 'em to his hat too,
just to fix the mistake and keep him upright.

Willy Loman could tell you:
With a smile, some polish, and a longer life,
they could be engines of miracles!

Sometimes, when you're down on your luck,
they're the only ride in town
to get you where you're going.

Goodwill gets 'em free and sells 'em cheap;
But Saks can make you a potentate
from the ankles down.

But the chorus just keeps on singing anyway -
"When I get to Heb'n, gonna put on my shoes,
I'm gonna walk all over God's Heb'n. . . Heb'n. . . "

Shut up and Smile :)

When was the last time you looked into a mirror and smiled??You know,just stand there and smile.I did it today,Just looked into the mirror and smiled,as simple as that :).But the feeling,Well the feeling was just amazing.All my worries,all my problems just drifted away.The only thought running in my head was that to spread this feeling with everyone,let the world know what a small smile can do.A smile not only makes you happy but also the people around you.It's the best gift that you can give to someone,And yeah,Its free :).Lets take a look at a new born baby,It knows nothing,It does not know to make funny faces,It does not know any jokes either,yet when we look at a baby we feel happy,we feel relaxed,all we feel like doing is to look at the baby and smile.It's because the one thing the baby does know to do,is to smile.Ok fine,Lets forget the baby and lets just imagine that you are going somewhere in your brand new car,when suddenly some other car comes from the side and crashes into your car.there are scratches on your brand new car,you get angry and you are like"what the hell??My brand new car,Its scratched",You get down from your car and start yelling at the other driver.what happens next??does the driver apologize??nope,he gets angry and starts yelling at you(it was your fault buddy,you dint show any indicator..bla bla bla..)In the end you both curse each other and drive away.But now,Imagine,what if you dont yell at the other driver?instead you just look at him and give him a smile?what happens next?ill tell you,The other driver gets out of his car,Comes to you and he will be like "hey,listen,i am really sorry bout that,I was in a hurry,I dint mean to,Here,this is my address,Get your car fixed and send me the bill,ill pay"saying this he smiles back at you and drives away.That's the power of a smile,trust me,the car thingy,Well,It;s happened to me.

so next time you pass a mirror.Just stop,look at yourself and smile.its the best gift you can give your self.A smile may be free,but the joy it spreads,is PRICELESS :)

keep smiling.. ^_^

ok ill conclude my entry with this Video(lyrics below the video) called Shut up and smile and it by Bowling for soup..Its one of my favorite songs.




Its not the end of the world
In fact its not even the end of the summer
But thank god the tv is on
Cuz theres no way we could know
Anything that’s goin down
Or how were supposed to be feeling about it
I cant tell you how much I wish we could shut up and smile, yeah

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
la la la la la la
all we needs a harmony and we’ll convince the world to sing
la la la la la la
throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe I’m a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream and a hug

Take a good look around
Does life really suck
Are we just complaining
I hope that this mic is on (testing 1, 2)
Cuz im on a roll here
I hope this is making some sense
I hope that you’ll throw up your hands and sing it
And tell all the haters that they should just shut up and smile, yeah

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
la la la la la la
all we needs a harmony and we’ll convince the world to sing
la la la la la la
throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe I’m a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream

All we need is love and beer
And old school metal and holiday cheer
TO be happy
(All you need is someone near)
like ben and jerry
(to hold you close and pretend that they care)

can we all just, get along now
we found something that we all have in common now
we can hold hands, do keg stands
water skiing sounds great to me now

Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
la la la la la la
all we needs a harmony and we’ll convince the world to sing
la la la la la la
throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe we’re a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream and a hug

(Chanting “All we need is love and beer”)
all we need is some ice cream and a hug
all we need is some ice cream and a hug
all we need is some ice cream and a hug

My second post already!! but again its gonna be anything serious...yesterday when i posted those useless poems,i got a visit from the Ghost of useless stories..it said it was unfair that I posted those poems but not any story..so In my second post I will be posting this story that I had written for my storyboard..I wont say its useless..its just weird..Read it..I love it maybe you will too.. :) so sit back relax and maybe get some popcorn too..This story is called...

The Girl!!
The Worthingtons, who lived at 42 Rose street, were a happy,complacent couple. The mother was a kindergarten teacher, the father was a lawyer, and of course, they had a lovely little cat named snow white, and an even cuter Jack Russell terrier named Puddles.Everything was perfect. The neighbours ocassionally invited them over to bbqs and housewarming parties and dinners and cocktail parties....yes, they were popular.

But the worthingtons were afraid that one day, the neighbours would find out about their little secret. A secret which they had kept for the past 2 years, ever since they moved to Rose street.

You see, Mr. And Mrs Worthington had a daughter. Emily, thats what they had named her. But Emily was no ordinary little girl. She was an 8 year old, with a dissociative identity disorder. Split personality, in other terms.

No one played with Emily, and the neighbour's dogs were scared of her. Emily never took an interest in books or her tuitions or outdoor games... but there was one thing that she loved to do... she loved the TV, and would force her parents to let her stay awake on HBO's Thursday Thriller Nights and Horror Hours on Mondays. She'd dug up the backyard to hide secret Inca masks she carved out of play-clay and brooded in her basement at night. Emily ate too many sweets, and she was known to have stolen knives from the kitchen... once her mother'd found her carving a weird symbol on her own skin with a blade...

Emily's mom ran out of the room in horror. She could not accept the reality of the thing that had just happened. She frantically searched for her husband.

"Frank?" she called, "Mr. Frank Worthington, can you hear me? Where are you?"

a gloating silent emanated from the staircase in front of her, answering her call in a rather ominous manner. She felt rooted to the ground.

"He's in the cupboard."

With a shriek, Mrs. Worthington turned around to find Emily standing just behind her; knife in her outstretched hand, contorted Inca mask on her face.

"It's the mask, I swear."

Mrs. Worthington felt a cold shiver run down her spine. She slowly stepped away from the girl, tears streaming down her face. Was this girl even human? she thought to herself. Perhaps this child was an offspring of The Beast..could she be the Anti Christ, as stated by the Book of Revelation.

Emily smiled innocently at her mother. She tilted her head slightly and giggled. Puddles growled at her, and Snow white arched its back and hissed.

"Mother, do watch out for the stairs"

But it was too late.And so mrs worthington fell down from the 2nd floor staircase, and when she finally landed, her head was twisted at an odd angle, her features contorted with anger and fear, and her elbows dislocated. She was dead.

Emily cried. she cried till her cheeks were red and her eyes were puffy."What have I done?" she asked herself."I killed my own parents!"
"But they deserved to die," the voice in her head retorted."They treated you so bad! they made u live in the basement, they didnt even agree to buy you that Vampire Bat u wanted for xmas last year!"

And so emily decided to run away.

24 hours later, the cops had arrived. One of the neighbours had informed them that something wasnt right. They found Frank worthington stuffed in the cupboard, his throat was slit and his left eye was mising. His mouth was open and it seemed as though he had died screaming.

The dog was found hanging from the ceiling fan. ANd the cat...um...lets not talk about it.

42 Rose street..A place that made headlines twenty years ago.Ah yes twenty years have passed since the brutal death of the Worthingtons.People of rose street still remember the the screams,They still remember the cupboard in which lay a helpless man stabbed away to death by his very own daughter and they still remember the "cat"!! the cat you you ask?what really did happen to the cat?well for that we will have to travel back in time to the very day that people of rose street have been trying to forget.

June 4 1987

the cops had arrived. One of the neighbours had informed them that something wasnt right. They found Frank worthington stuffed in the cupboard, his throat was slit and his left eye was mising. His mouth was open and it seemed as though he had died screaming.

The dog was found hanging from the ceiling fan. ANd the cat...well..the cat was found half buried,the ears cut down and the eyes...The eyes gazing towards the stars.like they had answers hidden in them,like they wanted to tell a story.but all the eyes said at the movement was the sad story of the Worthingtons.

The cops had searched the house.There was no sign of Emily.The detective who had come that day was a young lad called mike.Mike always wanted to join the police force ever since he was 9.At the young age of 18 he finished his training.At 27 he was made a detective.He always knew that the job of a police man was no walk in the park, But he was ready,Atleast he thought that untill this day."get me some water" he said to his Junior.*glug**glug* he heard the water as it went down his throat."terry" he called,"Yes sir?" came the reply."Terry tell me,Have we searched all the rooms??"asked mike"yes sir..umm..wait no,Not really sir"terry looked scared,He knew he would have to face the music now"WHAT??"Asked mike,If this was a bright sunny morning then one would have noticed mike turning red,"why? I told you lads to check all the rooms,Why have you not followed my orders?""well sir"terry lookd at the ground,he surely could not face mike.

"well Sir..The boys are afraid to enter the room.they say they heard weird sounds coming from inside"what room?"asked Mike."the girls rooms sir,The room of Emily Worthington"was the reply"you boys are afraid to enter a little girls room??Oh my god i have team full of babies who cant even enter a little girls room.What are you afraid of her dolls??Move aside ill take a look in there myself"Mike was very angry,Infact terry had never seen mike this angry.the stairs creeked as mike walked towards Emilys room room which was on the first floor.He was at the door.He knew he himself was afraid to enter the room,But he had a point to prove now.If he chickend out now then his team would mock him for the rest of his life.He took a deep breath and slowly pushed open the door.The room was nothing as he had expected it to be.It looked nothing close to a little girls room.Infact it looked like a storage room.There was old stuff all around the place."This is odd" he thought.He was about to turn back and call for terry when suddenly a small book caught his sight,A diary rather.Mike Picked it up,The diary looked like it had often been used.It had a black cover on it with the following words written on it"My little girl".It looked like the diary belonged to Mrs. Worthington.Mike opened the diary and started reading it.time passed slow,It was as if time had forgotten how to move.pages after pages he turned.With every page his eyes got wider."Oh my god"Mike dropped the book and called for terry"TERRY,TERRY"running up the stairs came Terry"what happend sir?""Terry"said Mike calmly"Terry i think I just found Emily""what really??"Terry was surprised"yes,follow me"saying this mike climbed down the stairs.opened the back door and stepped into the backyard where the cat was half burried into the ground."Terry meet Emily"Said mike pointing at the cat.

"what?" Terry was shocked"yes dear lad read this" miked showed mike one of the pages from the diary

The Diary
My little girl
march 6 1982

Dear diary,Today me and Frank got us a little kitten.she is so sweet.she likes to play on my lap and play withe the woolen ball i made for her.Oh diary How she makes me miss the little daughter i had who died or rather killed even before she was born.what could i do?i was just a stupid little teenager back then i could not let this baby come into the world.Oh diary,I dont know why but i feel she was angry with me..I know babies dont have feelings atleast i think they dont.Oh diary i am going to name this kitten Emily,Named after the unborn daughter i killed.

"oh my god"Terry dint have words to say"but sir,the neighbours say the Worthingtons daugher was crazy..so there must be a daughter?"asked terry"read on my dear friend.read on"

September 27 1985

Dear diary,Frank and i have moved to this new house,A lovely little place on rose street.the neighbours look friendly and i think i can make many new friends here.But dear diary i am scared,I dont want the neighbours to find out about Emily.She is different.She is no normal girl.I think she is a witch.She changes into a cat sometimes.oh dear diary i am scared.frank has promised me he will not tell anyone about Emily,And if anyone does find out then we will just have to tell them that our daughter is crazy and that they cant see her cause she is not allowed to leave her room.

"WHAT??A WITCH??is this woman crazy?" asked terry"yes,yes she is" said mike"you see.the guilt had taken over the mind of Mrs Worthington,as time passed by there was a new Mrs Worthingtons born,the one that belived that the cat she had was infact her unborn daughter"explained mike"But what about frank sir?dint he tell ever tell her anything?asked terry"no,he was afraid.He knew his wife was turning crazy and he dint want to upset her and put his life in danger"Mike looked relaxed now he knew he had just solved this case"Afraid sir??"asked terry

"yes,afraid"said mike"go ahead,read on"

July 18 1986

Dear diary i am scard.I think Emily is crazy.she killed all the birds today.every single one of of them.But how could she?she is just a little girl.there blood on her hands today.but the strange thing is there was blood on my hands too.I am sure Emily is behind all this but again there is one part of me that thinks I DID IT

"oh i think i get it"Terry smiled for the first time that day"all the killings the blood and all the funny stuff that was happening in this house was the work of Mrs Worthington,Her other half that is.And that is why frank was afraid of her, he must have thought that if he told her the truth then the other half would take over her wife and kill him.Am i right sir?"asked terry"very good my lad,You learn fast.here take a look at this very last diary entry"said mike

June 4 1987

Oh diary wha have i done? i have killed Frank.I killed them,Oh dear god i killed them.I know it was emely who made me do this.SHe is evil i tell you pure evil.I have to do something.I have to kill her,The devil,But i cant,I cant kill her.She is my daughter,My very own daughter.How can i kill her?oh dear diary what do i do?yes i think i have a plan.ill will burry her waist down.she cant move and she will die without food and water..yes i will do that.
oh diary i did it.i just burried her.but dear diary i cant see her die like this,no i cant.I love her afterall.oh diary i dont know what to do i feel like jumping off the second foor window.but i cant let my daughter hear the screams of hey dieing mother.i know what i will do.i will cut of her ears.
AH diary i have done it.this is the day devil dies.oh diary this is the last time i will be wrighting into you.I will miss you.Goodbye dear friend


"My god the lady was crazy"said terry"all this while she thought she was the hero of the story.But she turned out to be the villain of the story.oh cruel fait.May god bless her soul"

Twenty years have passed and now things are peaceful once again.

~~~~~~ THE END~~~~~~


Sorry For any typo s, Typed The story as fast as I could..I was going to use this story for my project but changed my mind in the last moment..Now I am writing A story about a guy called SGT W.O.L.F..Its a pretty serious story..something like final fantasy .. :) Ok now that I have posted this story,I dont think ill be getting anymore visits form the Ghost of useless stories..atleast I hope I dont..Rest in peace Ghost of useless stories,Rest in peace.. ^_^

Yey!! My First Blog entry..ok,Whats the first thing that comes into your head when someone says blog??Thoughts and feelings expressed through words..I have read many blogs and they were all so beautiful..you know for some strange reason i don know why but when you sit in front of a comp your creative brain wakes up..Every blog entry has a beautiful meaning behind it..The things that people say in a blog..I have never seen anyone express themself such a way in real life..But of course there these other blog entrys which give us links to download pirated games and movies..Ahem..Buts lets not think about that right now..Yeah so coming back to my blog..well I am not that good with words and it takes me ages to get an idea,so,I seriously don know how to start my blogging life..how do i start?what do i say?Something serious? something funny??or just give away links to pirated games and movies??? ahem.. anyways..tell you what, Ill try to keep my blog entrys serious and funny..(no links sorry,Try to find some other blog entry if you want to download movies or games).Ok as you know this is my first blog entry,so,Ill start off at a lighter note..yes,A funny entry with no meaning and sense at all..

Ok ill start off with these 2 poems I wrote to cheer up one of my friends who was feeling low..These poems makes no sense what so ever(but the poems did make my friend laugh)..so if you have time to waste then read on..

I Wonder Day and Night,oh and at Noon too!!

Every day i wonder
WOnder in the mornings
I wonder in the the nights.
oh, and did i forget?
what did i forget?oh yes
I wonder in the noon too,
so what do i wonder you ask?
I wonder, and I wonder again
Why did the chicken ever cross
the road!

what came over the chickens mind?
was it the dream to cross the road?
or did the chicken just want to cross?
we may never know,why it did so
unless we try to cross the road too
but do we have the strength?
are we brave like the the chicken?
but if we do cross the road, then,
people will ask why did we cross
the road!

what will we answer?what can we answer?
Every day i wonder
WOnder in the mornings
I wonder in the the nights.
oh, and did i forget?
what did i forget?oh yes
I wonder in the noon too,
so lets all be like the chicken,
unless we are mexicans,
let us all go and ask the chicken,
ask the chicken,why?it crossed
the road!


The Clock Goes Tic Toc!

Tic toc, tic toc the clock went tic toc
in the morning and in the night
the clock went tic toc.
oh and lets not forget,
in the afternoon too the clock went
tic toc..

But one day the clock stopped
people say it was because of
the way it talked.
at 1 he went tweet tweet
at 2 he went tweet tweet
at 3 he went tweet tweet
at 4 he went tweet tweet
at 5..well..you get my point right?


people were sad they had no clock
who would now tell them the time?
would you do it?
but knowing you i would say,
Your answer would be"get away"
so what will the people do now?
O dear clock please start back,
they cried.But nothing happened


So they took the clock to the sand man
but he could not help.Modern technology
he said..useless..sands are the best
throw this useless clock and take my sand
timer .but, "no" said the people
they just wanted their clock back


now they took it to the wise man,
he looked at the clock and laughed.
all it needs is a new battery and it will be tip top.
people were happy.they put in a new battery
and the clock started working again..
now the wise man looked at the people and said
time is valuable, dont waste it..
stop reading this poem,
GET IT??

Well thats the end of my first Blog entry..Hope(with a capital H) you enjoyed it..Oh wait..Now that i have typed two poems already,whats the harm in typeing one more??Lemme type this one last poem..Its not useless,Infact its good..Its called..

Math Poem!!(you will know why at the end of the poem)

One one was one race horse,
two two was one too,
one one won one race,
two two won one too. ^_^

Ok now the same poem with numbers insted of words(U know SMS style ;)..Gr8 eh?no?4get it :D)Anyways..

Math Poem SMS Style!!

11 was 1 race horse
22 was 1 2
11 1 1 race
22 11 2
^_^

nice?? :) Ok this time it really IS the end of my very first blog entry!!hope you liked it..